Maybe I need a change of venue, a vacation, or maybe just a getaway. I need something to get my mind off of the past and help me focus on my future. What happened sucked but that’s no reason to put my life on hold. It happened over a month ago, but I swear it’s felt like an eternity. I just need to stop thinking about it and move on. This isn’t good for me….

Why are good friends so hard to come by these days? It just feels like I’m surrounded by people who seriously don’t give a crap. Eventually, you learn that the only person you can truly rely on yourself, and it really shouldn’t be like that. Why can’t I depend people who depend on me? Why is it that I’m constantly giving, but never receiving? Why are so many of my friendships so one sided? Sometimes I feel like I’d be better off alone.