January 2012
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Words fucking hurt.
Raise Your Weapon - Deadmau5
Life would be so much easier if I couldn’t feel. I wouldn’t feel sadness. I wouldn’t feel like I’m not good enough. I wouldn’t feel so alone all the damn time. If I couldn’t feel, I’d probably be so much more successful in my life. Way too often I let my emotions get the best of me. What good are feelings anyway? When happiness is only temporary, it just...
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The denial stage.
You act like everything is fine. You tell yourself you don’t need them; that you’re fine with out them. You put up this front to everyone. You say that you’re happy, but everyone can see right through that. You’re broken but you won’t admit it. You’re in denial. You can’t accept the fact that you were hurt, so you don’t. You act like it was nothing....
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Don't date me.
I’m way too corny. I tend to send irritating good morning and good night messages, even if we were just on the phone or just saw each other. I will actually try to make you smile and laugh. I’ll even make it a point to compliment you nearly every time I see you. I’ll be a dick and hold the door open for you, even though I know you’re independent enough to open it for...
I won't let you dictate my happiness.
I don’t need to rely on someone else to be happy. I have my life together. I have a good job. I’m financially secure. I am doing well in school. I really am happy. I don’t need anyone to mess that up. I worked really hard to get where I am right now. Right now, I just have to focus on one thing: myself. My education, my job, my health, my life. I don’t need to be in a...
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I want to be someone's reason to get up in the...
dannyhiga:
Good Morning Sunshine, we need to talk. There is a reason you’re the sun and not the world. You brighten my days and fill them with life. Even though we’ve had our cloudy days, I know you were always out there, somewhere. I appreciate everything you’ve done for me and the warmth you’ve provided. This isn’t goodbye. It doesn’t have to hurt. Sunsets can be beautiful too. When you leave,...
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The "talking" stage.
It’s so simple and yet so frustrating. It’s like all you want to do is talk to that one special person, but you don’t want to come off as too clingy, but in that same sense, you don’t want it to seem like you’re not interested. And all at the same time, the other person is going through the same thing. Sometimes I wish we would get past this and just be straight up...
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I just want to be happy.
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I’m happy around you. It’s that simple. I’m not crazy about you, I’m not in love with you, none of that. I love your company. I love the giddy feeling you give me. I love your smile. I love how I can totally be myself around you. I love how you make me feel. When we first started talking, I told you my new years resolution was to find something that makes me happy… I...
My Ideal First Date
I’ve noticed with a lot of young couples it’s really common to have dinner and watch a movie (or something of that sort) for a first date. Personally, I don’t think you’re getting anything done. You’re not getting to know each other. You sit in an air conditioned room for two hours, eat at some restaurant you rarely ever eat at, and then what? What did you learn from...
I’m not afraid of getting hurt. I know the risks and I know the consequences. I know I could make a complete fool out of myself… but I know that I could be happy. It might not work out, but maybe it will. Sacrificing a moment of my time and an ounce of my pride for the possibility to be really happy? I’d be a fool not to take that chance.
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I find it attractive when a girl:
is intelligent
knows how to joke around
has good taste in music
reads avidly (Twilight is not a book)
sometimes mysterious
is mature and classy, yet fun and witty
understands/plays basketball
has confidence (but not too much)
takes interest in me as a person
has her priorities straight
knows what she wants in life
is very family orientated
has strong beliefs and values
is great with...
I'm glad I met you, I hope you know that.
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I know you never meant to hurt me, but you did...
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I love seeing you happy.
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This probably sounds really cheesy, but I love falling asleep with you on the phone. Having the honor of being the person you choose to fall asleep with is… Remarkable. I start to think, maybe I was the last thing on your mind before you went to bed, and maybe you’ll be dreaming of me. For the moment, it’s the closest to sleeping in each others arms that we got… And I love...
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Here's to the rest of our lives.
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jescaah asked: I just want to let everyone know, Steven is amazing <3
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You were my favorite part of 2011.
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Apparently, I come off as a guy that could be taken advantage of. It happens everyday. I guess that’s the downfall of trying to be the “good” guy. Or the “nice” guy. I’m tired of it. I’m tired of people thinking that it’s okay to take me for granted; of people who can take advantage of me with so much ease.
You can’t fucking walk all over...
December 2011
I try not to text back more than once because I...
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You know you really care about a person when you put their happiness and well-being before your own.
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I still don't know why girls are so attracted to...
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I think it’s stupid when people think there’s something wrong with a person because they were single a long time. Maybe they didn’t want to be in a relationship. Maybe they had bad experiences with relationships, or maybe they just never found what you were looking for. You just don’t know. Really, there could be a million different reasons. For you to pass judgment and...
To fill you all in...
for those of you who have been following me for quite a while, you know I used to write a lot of posts on love, and how much I longed for these little, specific things in a significant other and in a relationship. I’ve kind of stopped doing that. Primarily because I’ve found someone. She’s that special someone. It wasn’t expected, and it was exactly what I needed…
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Fall 2011 - 4.0 GPA :D
I’m not gonna lie, I’m pretty damn happy about this. Considering I’ve been pretty down, this really has made me feel so much better. All that hard work paid off. I really hope I can keep this up…. Spring 2012, please don’t be too difficult…
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Please- save yourself the half an hour thinking of something clever to anonymously say to explain how much you don’t like me and simply just unfollow me. I don’t have one of those “unfollower trackers”, nor do I really care whether you follow me or not.
If you don’t even follow me and randomly leave hate messages in strangers’ ask boxes, YOU NEED HELP. I...
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Sometimes the best way to express yourself is anonymously. I don’t mean pouring your heart out to the person you’ve been crushing on through anon, because we all know that never works…. But to put ‘it’ out there in the world, not worrying about credit, or about what people think. Letting your words or your art work speak for themselves. Because it’s not the...
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That’s what I like about reading. No matter what I do, no matter what I say, the books will never change. Maybe their meanings to me will, but those stories will exist forever. No matter what time of the day, those books will always be there for you. Books are patient. They don’t care how long you take to read them. They don’t get mad if you don’t have time to read them...
I want a girl best friend.
I miss how in middle school, we used to give each other out emails and passwords for MySpace to “hack” each other and leave cute little paragraphs to each other. Now when we go on our friend’s accounts, we write stupid things like “I’m gay” or “I love big black dick”.
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You are such a drama queen. You always have something wrong going on in your life, and I don’t get it. You’re always upset at someone, or you always have beef with someone else. If you don’t like someone, you don’t need to have them in your life. Don’t blow up everyone’s newsfeed just because you had your disagreements with someone else. You’re dwelling on...
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